I’m getting bigger 😀 I am one humongous fat but happy mama. haha Oh my, I really don’t know what happened to my weight. From 50 kilos I am now almost 75 kilos. I can’t wait to see my baby blake dimitri and at the same time, I can’t wait to get in shape again. bahahaha :))) I wonder if my old friends will still recognize me. I have changed a lot. I look like Princess Fiona in the movie Shrek. Thanks to the aid of makeup, I can still strike a pose. Anyway, all the stretch marks, fat, pimples, and backaches that I have suffered from are all fro my precious little one. There’s nothing more precious than the thought of being a mom.
Come to think of it, two years ago, I see life as a complete meaningless cycle. An everyday routine of working, waking up, and waiting for problems to get solved. I wasn’t afraid to die during those days. I am a selfish wanderer living on my own. Even if I don’t have Blake yet, a lot of things have changed already (not only my physical appearance ahaha) but also the way I look at life 🙂